Relationship

I think I will put aside my relationship first since she said she is more comfortable as friends.  It is hard for me to keep in contact and hence I have decided to cut her off from my life. I know I still love her and miss her and hopefully time will wash away everything that I have for her. Sending her flowers to her office personally is just a fantasy. Taking her to a scrumptious restaurant with musics playing in the background is just an imagination. Going out during Valentines day is just a thought. Asking the uncle musician near my place to sing a song for her for the night is just a dream. Making a birthday video with her friends and family inside, posting on her birthday on Facebook is just an idea that would never come true. The dolphin that I bought last year will ended up somewhere else instead, since she loves dolphin so much. Growing together as a couple and going through the ups and downs of life won't be happening for us. How I wish everything will come together but reality hurts. I love when I love and I know it won't be fair to my future spouse if I don't cut this off now. The past is behind now, it is time to move on, Shawn. Now that I have to focus on building up myself, my business, and my investment. For the past one year plus while I was waiting for her, I was slowly succumbing to the daily ordinary work life that is very routine. Something need to be changed that I know.

2014 Resolution

2014 is already here.
Here's what I want to do in 2014:
1) Spend more time with my family
2) Learn Visual Basic on Excel
2) Further develop communication skills
3) Complete exams related to building efficiency
4) Create passive income of SGD 1000 monthly from business
5) Create passive income of SGD 1000 annually from stock market
6) Start to look further into CFA II
7) Build up a healthy body

Hope that I can achieve them. Start planning and take action!!