Still

After so long a time, I finally let her know that I love her. But she is still holding onto her past relationship, her heart is still broken. And still, my heart is still weary and in pain. How should I love a girl with a broken heart? I think all of it doesn't matter anymore since she said she is not in for a relationship. Should I let her go or should I wait for her? A lot of questions running inside my mind to be answered. It hurts me to know that she is still living in her past. Now it is a bit hard for me to smile at other people, even if I smiled, I know that sometimes I am just faking it. Inside of me I am not really smiling. How should I walk out of this mess? I wish I know. Or is time the only cure for all of this? My life was still for the past one year because of this. I really want to resume my life, I don't want to spill all of this over to next year now that the end of the year is closing in. How should I proceed? I wish I know.